and all over my body —- my muscles keep having spasms - even the bottom of my feet.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooo painful - OMG
I need better painkillers. These aren’t working.
I realize that no one cares…. but I literally hurt from the tips of the hair on my head to the tips of my toes.
Having problems moving. Any movement is mind-numbingly painful.
Soon after leaving my treatment again today - one of my ears was bleeding and the other was swollen and red/purple on the inner tube and the eye pain is nearly unbearable
plus all the other problems… and my feet hurt so bad I couldn’t really walk if I wanted to.
I get to do it all again tomorrow. If I can hang on that long - the way I feel now, I should be in the hospital.
Sadly…. （;≧皿≦）。゜°。 ALL of this crap is just the side effects of treatments. Shit. I dread tomorrow.
and it destroys the lives of everyone involved when you try to ignore the truth - you can’t ignore reality and responsibility - you can’t
― Lauren Oliver (via psych-quotes)
my son & I are precious and worth fighting for…. I wish ‘someone’ realized that
A trio of stills from Godzilla vs. Megalon (1973).